Тональность

F#m        
Girl, I hope you understand
   D   
I wanted to hold your hand
       A                                 C#7  
But I can’t, wanted to be your man back then
    F#m                          D 
And you knew I fell for you but you

Just broke my heart in two
       A
I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
 C#7
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

[Verse]
       F#m
I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
            D  
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
            A                 
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
             C#7  
I said , “I swear to God I’ll never even try to sleep again”
      F#m 
So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence
             D 
And when I started making sense
        
I found that I had reached the end
           A  
Oh, I’m upset, I have no friends
      
You wanna bet you’re just pretend?
              C#7
You’re just a pet confined within the lines of writing

You’re not ****
    F#m                              D  
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
          A                                E            C#7  
I said I talked to people ’bout the problematic life I lived
              F#m
They were my neighbors,

razor blades
                 D
And different flavored pills I hate
               A         
Therefore I’m not sure, leave my last straw
       C#7   
I’m so glad, stuck in the past, I said that

[Chorus]
F#m                
Girl, I hope you understand
    D  
I wanted to hold your hand
        A                                 E  C#7       
But I can’t, wanted to be your man back then…..
    F#m                              D
And so far I never held you with my arms
                                A
So it’s hard to be the one you want
  
With instead filled with anxiety
E                         C#7  
Always was a part of me, guess I’m not cut out to be

[Verse]
    F#m 
Somebody ’cause it’s not me
                                       D
I’m not used to all the talk, was an introvert
          
That had converted feelings in the writing
         A 
Used to cope with all my problems
 
Using notes and lots of rhyming
        C#7
Used to hope for better days whenever

That’s ’bout make me crying
         F#m 
I’m not lying when I say that I would rather die than Go back
         D
To the times I would try be the guy the people know
        A 
I was fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids
       C#7 
On an island full of violence in my head that I could pilot
F#m                                      D
Oh, the sun don’t shine, the skies turn gray
                                A
I feel it coursing through my veins
                       E
I said before I’m not okay
               C#7      F#m
But you don’t listen anyway
                              D
You know I tried, you turned away
                              A
Straight up lied right to my face
                               E
You ****** my life, ruined my day
               C#7  
But you don’t know, so I’ll say

[Bridge]
F#m                       D                            A 
Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did

(oh you don’t know, so I’ll say)
                             E             C#7       
Nobody cares, you lied, it’s no fair, you still deny it

(So I’ll say)
F#m                       D                            A
Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did

(And you don’t know, so I’ll say)
                              E            C#7 
Nobody cares, you lied, it’s no fair, you still deny it

(So I’ll say)

[Chorus]
F#m     
Girl, I hope you understand
   D  
I wanted to hold your hand
        A                                E   C#7
But I can’t, wanted to be your man back then…..
   F#m 
And too bad I know I can’t wake up
            D
Because I lost my way and you don’t give a ****
       A                                  E 
About me, this could be a dream, I can’t see
                    C#7 
The things that you see, so please, oh
F#m
Girl, I hope you understand
   D  
I wanted to hold your hand
       A                                 C#7  
But I can’t, wanted to be your man back then
    F#m
And you know I played along
     D  
You were my home, I wrote you songs
                 A 
And now you’re dead to me

effectively
  C#7                             F#m
Removed yourself outside my dream…..